Bad summer! Stay!
Strange how I seem to find time for writing when I’m in a dark mood… Anyway, It’s been a rough few weeks since last time;
My self-esteem has dropped (which might actually be a good thing, since has been quite high at times), and my days seem to be dominated by stress, lack of money, laziness, jealousy, mental/emotional issues and a bad conscience. On top of this, the air humidity is as high as ever, and since I’m allergic to pollen, I damn this summer miles away!
I’m quite a bit behind schedule. With everything, actually; I need to be done with a commercial website, have to pay my phone bill, call the police office to get my driver’s license, study for my exam tomorrow, and stop by the county office to get a monthly bonus (yay) for paying my rent. With any luck I’ll actually have enough money to buy myself a bowl of noodles once a week -_-.
My iPod died a few weeks ago. I got a cardboard box from Apple to put the iPod in, now I’m just waiting for someone to pick up this box. It’s been here for a week, and I’m seriously out of hard drive capacity.
Oh, right, I almost forgot: The water pump in my car is leaking, so the engine gets unbelievably hot (read: I can’t use the car). There’s also a gas leak somewhere, since the car smells of gasoline … And last but not least, I have to get an MOT test on it before next week, and there’s no way it’ll pass until I get it fixed (no money).
As a final note, the neighbors are using (more like abusing, really) my network, so my internet connection has slowed to a crawl. It takes 24 seconds to load google.com (I timed it)… And I’m too damn nice to say anything to them, or anyone else for that matter.
I still love chocolate, though.